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Nov. 2nd, 2004 10:50 pmI keep thinking that when I wake up tomorrow the world's going to be different.
It's gotten so that "different world" and "waking up" are inextricably entwined. I think that maybe if I don't wake up- or if I just don't go to sleep- nothing will happen. Things will go on as they have for the last four years.
Which is stupid of me, because I don't WANT things to go the same way. I want a different world.
I'm just not sure what kind of difference will be facing me when I wake up.
Fuck, it isn't even my president. I shouldn't be worrying about this.
... I'm going to bed.
It's gotten so that "different world" and "waking up" are inextricably entwined. I think that maybe if I don't wake up- or if I just don't go to sleep- nothing will happen. Things will go on as they have for the last four years.
Which is stupid of me, because I don't WANT things to go the same way. I want a different world.
I'm just not sure what kind of difference will be facing me when I wake up.
Fuck, it isn't even my president. I shouldn't be worrying about this.
... I'm going to bed.